That night, was lonely.

My Story

09 April 2007

oh my goooodddddnnnnnneeeeessssss. LOL! so drama-mama rite? hah. at least i like doing it. err. random? yupp. alrite. firstly! i would like to declare tt i'm so not sad or whatsoever in my previous posts la. serious.. i wonder why ppl thought that way..(goodness. ppl actually read my blog?) hahs. err. i ALMOST swear it's not emo or wat la. i'm jus airing my thoughts and tt is a nice form of relaxation if i may call it. weird huh? oh wells. what to do. secondly! aiiya. *smacks forehead* i still can't forget abt it. i'm sorry. many posts bout it alr but no details rite? who cares la. haha. hmm. i still think abt it. esp when i'm in ____ so it's pretty weird esp. err. but now not as bad alr. who knew tt time flew by so quickly and in a blink of an eye. wee~ time's jus gone. ehh. lemme think. it disturbs me somehow tt i can't get rid of it. but i doubt i wanna get rid of it either. <- notice why i've been unable to get rid of it? hahas. hmm. why do i keep punctuating my sentences with laughter. err. weird la i. wonder what's up wit me today.

let's finally start with TODAY! early morning. woke up by alarm clock. got up from bed. off my alarm clock. went to the toilet. washed my face. brushed my teeth. alrite alrite. jump str to when i reached sch which was only like 6.45. early can? wonder what time i'll arrive in sch when i finally step dwn from prefects. will i still arrive at the same time or what? nvm.. think abt it when i comes. did duty which is like patrolling the sec 1 area. annoying bloody freaking asses la. stupidity. just cos they're familiar with the school since they've been here for 4 months alr doesn't mean you guys can take over everything alrite? argghh.hmm. err. den patrol finish den sat dwn. national anthem. pledge. hymn singing led by stephanie w/o any music accompliment. cool seh~ ehh. HC are you ecstatic you heard her sing. s in original la. lol.. haha. hmm. jump jump. went MPR had motivational talk by the adam khoo grp. wahh.. hear all their experiences it was quite cool la. made me feel tt actually i'm quite lucky alr can. btw. I THINK THAT OPRAH WINFREY IS A SUPER COOL AND AMAZING WOMAN AND WE CAN ALL LEARN FROM HER FIGHTING SPIRIT!! LOL!!!!!!! but it's a fact la. can you imagine being born to a mother who's only 12 and abandons you? den you are adopted by some couple and your step-dad rapes you for like 12 years. den you make a change in your life and become one of the richest women in the WORLD!! it's amazing to be able to accomplish so much despite the environment that you're in. goodness la. from now on. i'm going to live my life mainly based on this

E + R = O
events + response = outcome

and the thing is that the events that you're in only affects like 10% of the whole outcome!! which means that 90% of the outcome is determined by your response. so like i WILL ensure that whatever response that i give is not something that i'll regret instead it'll be something tt benefits me and not the other party. so now i'm going to tell someone i like him. HAHAHA. you gotta be kidding. lol. alrite. tt was random again. errrr. i think the talk is super cool la. who knows. perhaps one day i'll be a motivational speaker too. haha. must have HIGH SELF-ESTEEM okay. haha. alrite. i feel that this post is getting more and more lame and random so i'd better get going. shall see what adam khoo, danny and candice have to say tmr. more laughter installed. (don't think of a blue elephant!<-immediately a blue elephant pops into your head!) haha. =))

love ya BABE. =)) smiles. alrite. i don't love ya. LA haha. see. i told you i feel super random todayy.

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