That night, was lonely.

My Story

01 April 2007

it's all bloody lame. blahh. but DY! u'll be glad to know tt i've gotten over it alr la. i mean like though i dunno why u'll be glad but oh wells. cos i kinda xiang tong u noe. haha. becos i won't/can't/don't know how to make tings turn out the way they're supposed to. which is wat? i hv no idea. so i decided to get over it la. i mean what's the use of thinking abt it constantly when you know nth? Lol. oh wells dunno whether u believe tt i will/am/already hv gotten over it. i still feel like telling you. cos only u noe abt this whole ting mahh. hahas. =)) thx for it anyway.. hmm. when i go back. i'm gonna let tings go the way they are supposed to. cos i promised myself to give up n i shall. i love thiss.. i'm feeling super glad tt i got over it. otherwise it's hindering me in quite a no. of ways. haha. omgg. <333333>it constantly..

ytd headache was a total disaster. couldn't stop trying to bang my head against smth. i mean it was super pain la. i hv no idea how it came abt in the first place. sheesh. started since tuition.. when i went home. bathe and all. ate dinner den went to slp. slept for 12 hours. whoops. so long. made me feel like a pig. sheesh. LOL. den on fri nite oso slept for like 12 hours + cos mayb too tired/lazy. heh.. so in total i slept for 24 hours in 2 days. wasted like 2 days jus sleeping. bored bored bored. <- random. heh. hmm. i tink i shall go dwn to elias cc n make use of the study rm there la. so quiet so i tink the environment will be pretty conducive. hopefully anyway. err. SS test shld b like tis wk n i totally haven't start revising. i'd better go dwn there n start revising alr...... oh no... i'm so screwed. err. hopefully no other hw alr. argh. tinking abt it has made my headache come back. but slightly only la. unlike ytd. lol.. wonder wat's wrong wit me. blahh. alrite. gonna disappear alr.

sitting here and think and listening to what you indirectly said made me feel that perhaps it was all jus a phase that passed me by- n i'm glad for tt. THANK YOU LOADS FOR WHAT I THOUGHT WAS REAL BUT ENDED UP TO BE NTH BUT A PHASE!! =)) haha. i could jus say i love you for that.. (= <33

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